Time.

             Time?  Seems like it is always going by so fast, or too slow, right?

We  worry so much about time instead of living in the moment.

Today I was thinking about all the time that has gone by and all the memories i have of all my friends, family. Its so amazing how time can either make people or break people. I mean the relationships that you have with your friends and family change over time, maybe when you were younger you didn't have a good relationship with someone in your family and as you get older all the sudden your closer? Or maybe it is vice versa, maybe someone you were close with ends up being a stranger. I am thankful for all the moments i have got to spend with the people that have been in my life. I often say "time is going to slow" but my new years resolution is to just live in every moment good or bad. This is my life and i need to start cherishing every moment i have in it <3. 

This year is going to rock! 2011 brought in so many changes in my life i am totally ready to see what 2012 has in store for me and Christian!

Hope Everyone has an awesome New Year! and enjoys every moment in your life as well!

Well got to go, Four  in the morning comes early, especially when you got to go to work! But for now i am going to spend time with the most amazing boyfriend in the whole entire world. :D (did i mention it is his birthday tomorrow) :) 

GOODNIGHT! 

The year of Eighteen.

3 more days, that's all just three more and i will become another year older. Kind of exciting I think nineteen will be the last year of being in the "teens" so i will defiantly be living up the last "teen" year of my life ;) with Chris of course! :D The second I turned eighteen i actually felt older! Never before have I actually felt older on my birthday except my eighteenth birthday. When I turned eighteen I knew my life would be changing. I honestly took in all of my Senior year, I enjoyed everything i did that year. When you turn eighteen you just know that now you really have to grow up and start getting your life on track (if you haven't started already). I knew when i turned eighteen that Graduation would be right around the corner and i would no longer be going to High School, all my friends would be going away to College and starting their new lives. I knew that some of my close friends would become distant, something i HOPED would never happen, but then of course it did. After Graduation I could already feel everyone drifting away from each other, I knew then that things would never be the same. I did do a lot at eighteen though I mean i finally got my license, finally bought a car, finally moved out, and then finally moved out of that old town of Mesquite, Nevada. Out of all my friends i was the last to move out of that town, yes i said move out of that town not the last to go visit there (: When i moved to Oregon it never really hit me that everything i once knew and all the great times my friends and i had in that town were now just old memories that we would occasionally bring up. Its only been about 2 months since I moved away from that town and it feels like years! All there is in that town is my loving family and a bunch of old memories. I must say being eighteen has been such a blast of excitement and new things. I have always gone through everything that has happened in the past year once my birthday is coming up and thinking back on this year it still amazes me how much happened! I still havent realized that all my friends are a hundred miles away, still haven't realized that I am actually living in Oregon and plan to stay here, it all feels like a dream.  Tons of emotions when i think about the past year of my life, eighteen was fun, but who knows maybe nineteen will be better ;) until next timee.