The year of Eighteen.

3 more days, that's all just three more and i will become another year older. Kind of exciting I think nineteen will be the last year of being in the "teens" so i will defiantly be living up the last "teen" year of my life ;) with Chris of course! :D The second I turned eighteen i actually felt older! Never before have I actually felt older on my birthday except my eighteenth birthday. When I turned eighteen I knew my life would be changing. I honestly took in all of my Senior year, I enjoyed everything i did that year. When you turn eighteen you just know that now you really have to grow up and start getting your life on track (if you haven't started already). I knew when i turned eighteen that Graduation would be right around the corner and i would no longer be going to High School, all my friends would be going away to College and starting their new lives. I knew that some of my close friends would become distant, something i HOPED would never happen, but then of course it did. After Graduation I could already feel everyone drifting away from each other, I knew then that things would never be the same. I did do a lot at eighteen though I mean i finally got my license, finally bought a car, finally moved out, and then finally moved out of that old town of Mesquite, Nevada. Out of all my friends i was the last to move out of that town, yes i said move out of that town not the last to go visit there (: When i moved to Oregon it never really hit me that everything i once knew and all the great times my friends and i had in that town were now just old memories that we would occasionally bring up. Its only been about 2 months since I moved away from that town and it feels like years! All there is in that town is my loving family and a bunch of old memories. I must say being eighteen has been such a blast of excitement and new things. I have always gone through everything that has happened in the past year once my birthday is coming up and thinking back on this year it still amazes me how much happened! I still havent realized that all my friends are a hundred miles away, still haven't realized that I am actually living in Oregon and plan to stay here, it all feels like a dream.  Tons of emotions when i think about the past year of my life, eighteen was fun, but who knows maybe nineteen will be better ;) until next timee.